>So, before this red text complaining behavior you were a digging anon?!
YES I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS GOING ON FOR MUCH LONGER THAN THIS, AND IN FACT I HAVE SEEN VERY FEW THINGS HERE IN THE PAST FIVE YEARS THAT I HAD NOT SEEN OVER A DECADE AGO ALREADY, HOWEVER I GOT THIS (YOU) AND THAT PROVED TO ME MY ENTIRE PREPARATION FOR THIS BUT UNFORTUNATELY IT'S FAILING BECAUSE I AM LIVING IN THE WRONG PLACE AND THIS WAS PART OF THEIR PLAN FOR ME WHICH HAS YET TO UNFOLD NOW WHILE I AM UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING ACCORDING TO THIS DAMN PLAN, AND I AM SO SICK OF WHAT HAPPENED THE PAST FIVE YEARS ALSO NOW AND I JUST WANT SOMEONE I LOVE!!!