>Do you think others don't have that?
I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH 'OTHERS' I AM ALONE IN THIS, I HAVE BEEN ALONE FOR THE MOST PART OF MY LIFE AND I AM IN THE WORST TIME OF MY LIFE IN TERMS OF MY LIVING ENVIRONMENT FOR IT IS MAKING THE VERY DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DARK AND LIGHT FOR ME, HERE WERE I LIVE I AM IN A DARK HELL WERE MY NERVE SYSTEM IS AFFECTED THE ENTIRE DAY AND NIGHT AND I HAVE NOWHERE TO TO GO TO ESCAPE THIS AND THEY HAVE DONE THIS ACCORDING TO A PLAN WHICH IS RIDICULES!!! ON THE BRIGHT SIGHT I WOULD HAVE BEEN LIVING IN A PEACE AND QUIET PLACE AND THINGS WOULD HAVE WORKED OUT JUST FINE, AND FAILING TO SEE THIS HAS DESTROYED MY ENTIRE WILL TO EVER DO ANYTHING IN FAVOR OF YOUR PLAN, I WILL NOT MOVE, I WILL NOT GO ANYWHERE, ALL I WILL DO IS GET WASTED AND FORGET AND WAIT FOR MY LOVELY GIRL ONLY!!!