>This cat can do without any more pain.
THEY WANT MAXIMUM PAIN FOR ME BECAUSE THEY HAVE ORCHESTRATED MANY EVENTS IN MY LIFE INCLUDING ACTORS OR AGENTS OF YOU WILL TO CREATE THIS AWKWARD SITUATIONS WHERE I NEEDED TO MAKE A CHOICE IN THE MOST INORGANIC WAY, AND NOW THERE LIMITED MINDS CAN ONLY IMAGINE ME TO BE IN PAIN FROM ANY BAD CHOICES I MADE, BUT THEY SIMPLY FORGET I AM AT THE SAME TIME LIVING IN THE MOST HORRIFIC PLACE AND DUE TO A MEDICAL CONDITION I AM IN PAIN EVERY DAY AND NIGHT BECAUSE MY NERVE IS DAMAGED AND IT AFFECTS MY ENTIRE BODY AND MIND SO I CANNOT FOCUS, SO IN THE END I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO EVEN DEAL WITH ANY PART OF THIS, ESPECIALLY AFTER ALL THESE MONTHS OF LETTING ME ROT SO FAR AND SO WASTED, I CAN ONLY GO DOWN MORE NOW!!!