WHAT I CAN TAKE FROM MY LIFE IS THAT THERE WERE ALL THESE COINCIDENCES AND CHOICES I HAD TO MAKE, WHICH ULTIMATELY LEAD ME TO QUESTION MANY THINGS, I JUST NEVER FOUND THE ANSWERS UNTIL THIS YEAR!!! IF YOU COMPARE THIS TO THE 'Q' PLAN SOMEHOW I WOULD SAY THAT IN THE END THERE WILL BE NOBODY GOING BY THAT NAME, NO MATTER HOW REAL THESE TRIP CODE POSTS ARE, BECAUSE I THINK THE ONLY THING THAT REMAINS FROM THIS BOARD OR PLAN HERE IS 'TO QUESTION EVERYTHING' AND THAT IS WHAT I AM DOING ONLY IN MY PERSONAL LIFE, BUT I WAS SUPPOSED TO JUST LIKE (YOU) QUESTION EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD AS WELL, LIKE I USED TO DO BUT THE TRUTH FOR ME AND MY LIFE IS JUST TOO FUCKING MUCH TO EVEN CARE FOR ANYTHING OR ANYONE ELSE RIGHT NOW, I EVEN HAVE TROUBLE THINKING ABOUT THIS GIRL MANY TIMES BECAUSE IT'S ALL JUST SO DAMN SAD TO SEE WHAT REALLY HAPPENED AND SHOCKING BECAUSE OF WHAT I TAUGHT WHAT HAPPENED AND BEING ALL WRONG ABOUT IT, I FEEL PRETTY FUCKING STUPID, YET SMART BECAUSE I REMEMBER EVERY SMALL DETAIL IN MY LIFE BUT PLEASE DON'T CHALLENGE ME!!!