>But I'm still here, for my lovely family, that you have no idea, they exist.
A LOVELY FAMILY??? NO FOR ME THEY DO NOT EXISTS IN MY LIFE, THEY WILL CLAIM OTHERWISE BECAUSE THEY RATHER DENY THEY HAVE TERRORIZED ME MY ENTIRE LIFE UP TO THE POINT OF TOTAL DESTRUCTION OF BOY LONG BEFORE HE COULD EVER BECOME A MEN AND IT'S SIMPLY UNFORGIVABLE TO BE WITHOUT ANY LOVE FROM THEM!!!