THERE IS NO GOD AND NOTHING REALLY MATTERS, LOOK HOW ANONS CAN IGNORE AND THESE HIDDEN HANDS THAT SCREWED UP MY ENTIRE LIFE FOR THE SAKE OF PRODUCING MY INSANE LIFE STORY WHICH I NOW REFUSE TO TELL, I DID NEVER EXPECT ANYONE TO BELIEVE IT BUT I GUESS IF I TELL IT IN A WAY THEY WANT ME TO THAN THIS GETS SUPPORTED HERE, OTHERWISE THEY JUST CONTINUE TO COUNTER ME AND I AM HERE FOR ALL THESE MONTHS ASKING FOR HELP AND TO END THIS MYSTERY SCHOOL BECAUSE I HAVE NOT EVER DESIRED TO ENTER SUCH A SILLY THING AS THAT AND NOW THAT I SEEN HOW YOU FORCED THESE TEACHINGS UPON ME IN THE MOST AWKWARD WAYS AND I REALLY SEE NO JUSTIFICATION FOR YOUR HIDDEN HANDS TO HAVE ORCHESTRATED ALL THESE SEEMINGLY RANDOM EVENTS IN MY LIFE AND IT'S JUST INSANE TO EXPECT ME TO EVER BE WILLING TO JOIN THIS, LEAVE ME ALONE AND HELP ME OUT OF HERE BEFORE I DROWN MYSELF!!!
>if you kill yourself we would appreciate it immensely.
YES I KNOW, BUT BEFORE THAT SOMEONE WILL HAVE A BIG BLEEDING HOLE IN THEIR HEADS TOO, BE CAREFUL IF YOU HAPPEN TO CLOWN ANYWHERE NEAR ME IN REAL LIFE!!!