I HAVE A VERY PAINFUL CONDITION IN MY NERVE AND AFFECTS MY ENTIRE NERVE SYSTEM AND I CANNOT FOCUS ON ANYTHING OR EVEN THINK CLEARLY AND THAT'S ALL MOSTLY BECAUSE I AM LIVING IN A COMPLETELY WRONG KIND OF PLACE FOR FIVE YEARS AND I KNOW DAMN WELL MY FAMILY HAS GOTTEN ME INTO THIS PROMOTING THE IDEA AND LEADING ME TOWARDS THESE PLACES, AND IT JUST HAPPENS TO BE THE WORST ENVIRONMENT FOR MY DAMAGED NERVES AND IT'S ALL JUST PLAYING UP WHILE I CANNOT DO A DAMN THING, AND NOBODY WANT TO EVEN BELIEVE THIS, FUCK YOU ALL AND SCREW IT, I RATHER DROWN BEFORE CONVINCING ANYONE HERE, FAKE RESEARCHERS!!!