Take a few days. Get outside. Do something you love to do. Help someone who needs it (that's what gets me out of a funk). All it takes is a kind heart and that is free (before you say you're so broke you can't afford to pay attention). kek
Nice trips.
Anon was simply giving information about Timaeus, because OP suggested a refresher. Anon is in no way arguing one way or another.
Anon's journey has been long and hard, and anon has conquered their demons along the way.
In anon's journey, anon is the Craftsman searching for the plan to construct that world as excellent as its nature permits it to be.
Crook and flail
You beat and reward with the same hand. Seems like that's been something that always remains the same.