These things must happen to fulfill all righteousness. You have a chance afforded to the tiniest percentage of all who've ever walked on Earth to overthrow evil by exposing it to the withering light of truth, and where darkness once ruled, to install the eternal Kingdom of God for all mankind.
Choose wisely. My advice, is take your hands out of your pockets, quit kicking a can down the street and grab a sword and get back in the fight. Your call trooper. Glory ain't for the tepid.