THAT'S THE MANIPULATION RIGHT NOW!!! THEY WANT ME TO DO IT MYSELF AGAINST ANY COST AND TAKE GREAT RISK RIGHT NOW TO SEE IF I WILL MAKE IT MYSELF, BUT HONESTLY IT WOULD HAVE BEEN MUCH WISER TO HELP ME MONTHS AGO, AT LEAST I DON'T TELL MYSELF 'TRUST THE HELP' LIKE ALL YOU FAGGOTS!!!