Anon. God our true Father wants to give you and your brothers His heart. His will and His mind follow. Receive His heart. By doing so you receive His will and mind as you reject things not in His will or mind. Then love your brother and tell Him God longs to be reunited with him. Tell him God sings songs about him and has his coloring pages from school on His heavenly refrigerator. God loves him in a special way. And by live I mean feeling incomplete without your brother in God's arms once again.