MY LIFE IS JUST HORRIBLE UP TO THIS DAY, I DON'T CARE FOR WHAT I KNOW, I CARE FOR WHAT I FEEL AND EVEN MORE FOR WHAT I CANNOT FEEL BECAUSE OF WHAT I FEEL IN THE FIRST PLACE WHICH IS THE GREATEST PROBLEM IN MY LIFE AND NOBODY WILL EVER SEE THAT FOR WHAT IT IS, BUT THEY WILL EVER TELL ME OTHERWISE!!!