I NEED TO SEE MY LOVELY GIRL!!!

I AM SO TIRED OF THIS DAMN WAITING GAME THAT WILL NEVER GET ME ANYWHERE!!!

THESE HIDDEN HANDS THINK THAT THEY CREATED A WONDERFUL DREAM LIFE FOR ME, THAT SOMEHOW TURNS TRUE, HOWEVER IT'S BEEN THE BIGGEST NIGHTMARE FOR ME!!!

I DON'T EVEN WANT TO UNDERSTAND WHAT I HAVE ALL ANYMORE!!!

I WHY IN THE HELL WOULD I NEED GO SOMEWHERE NOW, WHILE I NEVER WANTED TO EVEN BE HERE FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS, THERE IS JUST NO WAY OUT WITHOUT SOME HELP!!!

I JUST NEED MOVE, AND I NEED MY OWN LOVELY GIRL, STFU TELL SOMEONE WHO CARES BECAUSE I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!!