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>Do you REALLY want to know how they get those black eyes, what it's called, and why they do it?
As a matter of fact I do.
Lets hear what you've got.
Self reflect on what is outside of the pain doing the perceiving of the pain, then ask why are you wasting the time of what is perceiving your own self in narrative of "pain" when pain isn't even inherent in the perception of the pain, so it would be a much better expenditure of time to write narrative on the painless gift of perception you have.
Just stop writing pain and the pain will lessen.