>Then you do not see at all.
THAT'S RIGHT, I CANNOT SEE ANYTHING BECAUSE I AM IN PAIN EVERYDAY FOR YEARS NOW AND I AM JUST TIRED OF THIS DAMN JOURNEY THAT JUST ENDS IN PAIN AND I LOSE ALL FAITH BECAUSE NOBODY HAS HELPED ME OUT OF HERE AND THAT WAS ALL THAT WAS REQUIRED TO MAKE THE BEST OF IT BUT I REFUSE TO LIVE IN PAIN!!!