I AM JUST SITTING HERE MY ENTIRE LIFE DREAMING OF A GIRL I ONCE MET, THE GRIM REALITY THAT HAS BEEN ORCHESTRATED MY ENTIRE LIFE BY SOME HIDDEN HANDS WHOM HAVE FAILED UP TO THIS DAY TO CONVINCE ME THEY EVER HAD ANY GOOD INTENTIONS AT ALL, IT'S BEEN ALL BAD SO FAR AND I REJECT ALL OF YOUR INPUT IN MY LIFE!!!