>how old are you?
It does not matter how old or wise I am, for I am stuck here for too long and in too much pain and it's exhausting dealing with this whole damn situation in the first place, and then I get all this news months ago, and now I am thinking about all this but I can't focus so it's just an endless cycle that goes nowhere, and it's just maddening that it could have been solved so easy by someone willing to help a long time ago, I am just tired of all this until I am fucking out of this place!!!