Us and Them.
They just want to turn you into a victim. Double (de) graded as all your next moves are paraded around as they wait for poor widdle johnny to pick himself up and be an inspiration… and all you required in the first place was to be left alone. In the meantime all your peers and who knows who the fk else can say to each other…. sad, a shame, when organically you may have been on par or better anyway. Well played, if that's what you're in to. Double (de) graded.