>JUST READ IT!!!
We all chose to incarnate and agreed to the various trials and tribulations each of our lives has thatbis unique to each of us.
While still having freewill to make the decisions and choices that arise when dealing with people, events, and other adversity.
We have the portions of our soul(about 30%) that would be needed most to deal with life’s challenges.
I would contend that the more struggles one endures brings increased experience and learning from life’s challenges.
Consult with that 70% that stayed in the life we live between lives. That’s mostly you subconscious.
Meditation meditation meditation
psilocybin can also be a helpful tool to assist in reconnecting.
Never forget to pray. And have an open mind in interpreting and perceiving responses.
Good luck Earthling attending Earthschool. This is not the first time and most likely will not be the last. That goes for every single one of us.