I don't know if being the last one standing is such a gift, if every single step along the way will be filled with niggers and their loud, abrasive, non-conforming bullshit, knowing very well that whatever Heaven I hope to ultimately achieve will be destroyed by all of the lessers and poors who will never be happy or appeased or willing to take an L for me, no matter how perfect I was every single step of the way, knowing exactly what that means…