>Anon I think you have missed all anons that have given you kind understanding and love, I’ve seen it a lot on the board. Please understand this a research board but many of us have taken the time to help and understand, that is love being given to you
Thanks it's fine, I think everything helps in a way to get me there, I was just trying to say that I think I have learned so much about love and if that is the answer than I am good.