I cannot destroy your life. I do not know you.
I’m glad you’ve received some mercy and understanding from anons but if You will not take advice or comfort there is nothing more we can do.
Many, many anons have tried, but its always your condition that excuses you.
Do you really think all anons have their lives together? Do you ever think they may be suffering more than you, they have children and families to raise and they need money or help or support in some way.
Should we feel more sorry or merciful for your story instead of steadfast anons that don’t complain daily??
Open your heart anon, there are others that need help. Your pain is not the greatest pain one can endure. Think of others and you will be loved for your kindness.