>I'm convinced mine was due to vaccines & massive amounts of stress
I agree with that. I had tons of stress, way too much stress at work for years at that time. My parents believed in the vaccine hoax too, that probably gave me some autism.
And in retrospect I think the birth control pill destroyed my girlfriend ages ago and made her bat shit insane. If I would have known back then, I would have never allowed her to take it. She acted in such a crazy way and lied to me, lied to her parents, I had no clue wtf she was doing. I wouldn't even surprised if she aborted a child. It was like snap and another person replaced her.
All that misery, but without that I probably wouldn't be here. So there is that.
>Remicade
I got EXACTLY that as well.
It's chemo therapy aka poison.
I never felt as sick as back then. I really wanted to die. Couldn't sleep for 1 hour straight. It was basically gitmo torture. I'm sure I wouldn't have such a bad time even at gitmo, because I experienced that hell.
>so I lost my colon
For me Remicade worked at first. But right after the 3rd it stopped working. Wasn't surprising to me, because I researched on it.
Whatever even "worked" means.
Maybe fuck up the body that much that it stops defending itself and working as it should be.
In retrospect I understand that my colon, my body itself was probably the only one actually knowing what it's doing. Inflammations with the last bit of strength.