Yeah I've suspected all this at some point. I have this wild out of there theory that all the stars and galaxies we is just alternate realities of our own sun and galaxy, different stages and different alternate timelines, perhaps even some where the rules of physics are different and that all particles are just singular units of particles but stretched across many many dimensions (12/13?), and our souls are like one photon it travels across space, time and several other weird things and there is an illusion of separate photons. God is the photon, Satan is then some other particle, but nothing beats photon. We are light experiencing itself in a body of all these other particles
Yeah mine was similar, I was practically begging it to let me go. For some reason it left an impression on me that I/we are accountable for this world, like it was communicating this to me.
Much later I understood, we always have a choice, the power has always been ours.