BY ISOLATING ME HERE FOR OVER THREE YEARS THEY TRIED TO INSTIGATE A FEELING OF HELPLESSNESS AND DESPAIR IN THE HOPE TO MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY ABOUT CHOICES I MADE IN THE PAST, BUT MY MEMORY IS SO GREAT UNCOVER ONE SETUP IN THE PAST AFTER ANOTHER SETUP IN THE PAST AND CAN CLEARLY SEE THE ENTIRE CIRCUS FOR WHAT IS WAS IN MY PERSONAL LIFE INCLUDING FAMILY WHOM LIED AND DECEIVED ME AND TO FIND OUT IS INCREDIBLE, BUT MEANWHILE TO BE IN SUCH A PAIN FROM THE BODY IT'S A LETHAL COMBINATION MAYBE, WHAT DO I KNOW HUH???