Just because someone says they are a Christian, doesn't mean they know how to get out of fear and have FAITH. Plus there we go again, your understanding of life is not aligned with God and therefore, it is distorted. You make claims that are founded on false premises. You act like there is such a thing as DEATH which means you do not understand God, Life, or Creation. There is LIFE, LIFE, and then LIFE again. WE ARE ETERNAL. You must return to the basics and relearn everything because right know you are turned inside out. You have your horse behind the cart. Consciousness CANNOT BE DESTROYED and EVERYTHING is a THOUGHT FIRST and THENB it hardens into what you perceive as a physical manifestation, NOT the other way around. See, again.. you walk by SIGHT and not by FAITH and EVERYTHING comes from the unseen FIRST, that is GOD. Any moar questions? I have other shit to do but I'm always happy to teach.