I AM NOT (YOU) HERE, I AM IN (PAIN) EVERY DAY FOR THREE YEARS JUST TO EXPRESS. I AM NOT MYSELF DUE TO THE PAIN, NOW IF THAT SUITS YOUR PLAN TO RUIN ME COMPLETELY THAT'S FINE BECAUSE I ALREADY GAVE UP ON YOUR PLANS, I ONLY THINK ABOUT MY GIRLFRIEND AND THE 'THING' THAT WAS LEFT BEHIND HERE IS USELESS AS SHIT!!!