>You never described what was done 'to' you,
NOT IN DETAIL NO BECAUSE I FOUND OUT THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT THEY WANT ME TO DO, AND THAT'S WHY THEY DID THIS, FOR I GUESS THE MEME SIDE OF THIS DAMN PLAN!!!
>other than coded rants towards God for gifting you with a life that you're too narcissistic to appreciate
I CANNOT APPRECIATE ANYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE, AND I DO NOT BELIEVE IN THE EXISTENCE OF A BENEVOLENT GOD, FOR ANY WONDER I SUBSCRIBED TO THAT FANTASY, HAS PROVEN TO ME TO HAVE BEEN THE HIDDEN HANDS, MOSTLY FROM WITHIN MY OWN FAMILY.
>because you want to be God.
NO I NEVER DESIRED TO BE SOMETHING LIKE THAT AT ALL, I DON'T EVEN FEEL SPECIAL!!! I HAVE INTEREST IN MAGICK AND I SIMPLY DON'T CARE, ALL I SEE IS A GRAND DRAMA BEING DIRECTED ACCORDING TO SOME ANCIENT SCRIPT, YOU CALL THIS MOVIE!!!