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don't hesitate to take a step back, anon.
The dragging out of all the secret stuff and lack of public disclosure, and the prolonged anticipation, can be dangerously stressful. Some anons just about lost their shit by the end of January when there were still no public revelations.
Ball is in President Trump's court now, not ours.
Take a break, get your blood pressure down, and watch for their next move.