Fuck was typing a story about my recent catch up with an old school friend i hadnt spoken to in 2-3 yrs but fuck it. I just got so frustrated and sad that i dont want to tell it.

All i will say is not only some people still asleep but have gotten worse…..as in spiritually and morally.

I wont say its sad when the only people i can relate to are on this board, because its made us stronger and connected us during these turbulent times, but it would be nice if i could have a proper connection in daily life with someone.

I was excited to catch up with him and finally someone to kick back with but after i caught up with him and him telling me what hes been up to….i dont really want to catch up anymore.

Fuck man, im use to being on my own but still…