I FOUND SO LITTLE TRUTH HERE IN THE PAST FIVE YEARS, THAT WHEN I HAD A OFFLINE BREAK LAST YEAR AND PUT SOMETHING TOGETHER I HAD SOMEWHAT LINGERING IN MY FOR SOME YEARS, THAT OF COURSE IT NEVER EVEN OCCURRED TO ME TO SHARE IT HERE FOR IT WOULD SIMPLY NOT BE UNDERSTOOD, AND MEANWHILE I HAD SUCH A BAD TIME HERE THAT I FORGOT ABOUT THE WHOLE THING ALL TOGETHER!!!