Always accusing, never accepting personal responsibility for what has befallen you.
In the name of Jesus be silent.
It doesn't matter that you blame them, you have no one to blame but you.
Those who are blameless do not blame. All you do is blame others, accepting no personal responsibility for your life.
When did I say anything to you?
Posting under multiple ID's huh?
No, you speak in code and your posts are not organic. You hide in darkness like a coward.
Then ask HIM for help in HIS name. Stop living in darkness and blaming others. Repent.
You have no one to blame but you.