YOU CANNOT PHANTOM JUST HOW BAD THE CONSEQUENCES ARE OF MY MEDICAL CONDITION WHICH IS A BROKEN NERVE IN MY BODY SOMEWHERE AND IT CAUSES MANY BAD EFFECTS ON MY DAILY FUNCTIONING AND LIFE HAS BEEN INCREASINGLY BAD THE PAST FIVE YEARS SIMPLE DUE TO LIVING IN THE WRONG PLACE, AND WHERE I COULD EASILY DO SOMETHING IN A SILENT PLACE, HERE THAT SIMPLE TASK BECOMES A TOO STEEP MOUNTAIN TO CLIMB, IF I TRY I WILL JUST SLIDE OFF AGAIN AND AGAIN UNTIL YOU HEAR MY CRY FOR HELP! OUT OF HERE OR SOMEONE DIES BEFORE I DROWN!!