>It doesn't matter that you blame them, you have no one to blame but you.
I ALWAYS HAVE FOR THE MOST PART, EVEN BACK IN 2008 I REALIZED MANY THINGS, AND OVER THE YEARS I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT MYSELF, FROM WHAT I CAN SEE IS THAT YOUR ARE ALL WAY BEHIND ON MY PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT, AND MEANWHILE I AM IN SUCH A BAD LIVING SITUATION FOR FIVE YEARS THAT ALL KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE I HAVE HAD TURN OUT USELESS OVER HERE AND I AM COMPLETELY DESTROYED AND FOUND THEY GOT ME HERE ON PURPOSE FOR THIS DAMN PLAN I HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS AND IT'S NOT DONE YET AND I CANNOT DO ANYTHING!!!
>Those who are blameless do not blame. All you do is blame others, accepting no personal responsibility for your life.
I JUST WANTED SOME HELP TO GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE EVEN BACK IN MARCH WHEN THEY TOLD ME ALL THIS OR WHEN IT BECAME CLEAR TO ME WHAT THIS WAS REALLY ABOUT FOR JUST ME AND WHAT ALL HAPPENED I HAD ALREADY BEEN THROUGH IT IT'S JUST THE ORCHESTRATIONS AROUND IT WHICH I NOW SEE CLEARLY AND THAT MAKES IT BLAMABLE ON THE HIDDEN HANDS AND MY OWN DAMN FAMILY, WHY DON'T YOU BELIEVE ME???