Those that are in the position, ((you)) are in, cry daily in false deluted rubutle. In ((your)) untrust worthy delusions of grandeur and anguish. It would seems trust has been broken like in your 404 heart meme, (Imo) based on some many facts and key factors after analyzing. The thing about trust, it has to be earned, and this movie ain't over :) ya dig lol.
And you are aware of that, that's why some of us are so calm, and the untrustworthy ones, are in such a tizzy. Grasping at heart string's and straws. It's hard to observe this.
That's was all of us at one spiritually immature point in time, but theres hope. I'll keep praying for ((you)) to receive the holy spirit into ((your)) existence. It vanquishes evil demons. Perhaps ((you)) may rise in spiritual vibration Maybe ((you)) can comprehend The word trust ,and how it take much perseverance, to walk and live init day to day.