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>Your name is officially Faefee.
>Shutup, Faefee.
THAT DOES NOT TELL ME MORE THEN WISHIPERING OR SOMETHING, YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP YOURSELF!!!
I LOVE MY GIRL BUT (YOU), THAT'S ANOTHER STORY!!!
>Don't you ever sleep?
I SLEEP MORE THAN THAT I AM AWAKE I GUESS, NOT SURE!!!
>Another story
>I have many I could tell.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN???
>Please tell me your version.
NO THAT'S WHAT THEY HAD IN MIND, I ALREADY SAID SO MUCH, DO YOU ALL JUST FILTER ME???
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>I'm not always here, so I do not know your version. Everyone has their own version.
I HAVE SOME KIND OF MADE UP STORY FOR ME, HOWEVER IT WAS REALLY MY HORRIBLE LIFE, AND I DON'T REALLY WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT BECAUSE I AM IN A VERY UNCOMFORTABLE PLACE AND WOULD RATHER DROWN THEN DO ANTHING ELSE BUT GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE WITH MY PERSONAL STUFF!!!
>You know what? They dug up my past and made me go thru memories that I had forgotten.
I REMEMBER WAY MORE BECAUSE I ALWAYS OBSERVED VERY WELL AND REGISTERED ALMOST GRAPHIC VIDEO IN MY MIND REMEMBERING EVERY SMALL DETAIL!!!
>The ring and the rod..what's that from?
I AM NO LONGER INTERESTED IN ANY MYSTERY OR SYMBOLOGY, IT'S OVER!!!
>I asked for the truth and got more than I bargained for.
YES, I THOUGHT I EXPLORED THE LANGUAGE AND FOUND SOMETHING, BUT IT TURNS OUT TO HAVE BEEN IMPLANTED IN MY MIND OR PROGRAMMED INTO MY MIND MY ENTIRE LIFE TIME!!!
YOU JUST TRY TO MEME ME INTO EXISTENCE AS SOMETHING WAY MORE THAN I REALLY AM TURNING OUT TO BE, AND ALL BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED FOR ON ANOTHER TIMELINE WERE I LEFT ALONE I WOULD HAVE REACHED THE GREATEST HEIGHTS AND SKILLS!!!
THE LACK OF WILL TO HELP ME MOVE HAS BASICALLY DESTROYED ALL OPTIONS NOW, YOUR PLAN WITH ME FAILED AND YOU REFUSE TO SEE IT!!! IT'S TOO LATE NOW TO JUST MOVE AND GET ON WITH THE KNOWLEDGE FOR I SIMPLY DO NEVER WANT TO KNOW NOTHING ABOUT RELIGION AND NOTHING ABOUT THE LANGUAGE!!!
>I do not doubt this.
YOU OR MY FAMILY HAS DOUBT ME MY ENTIRE LIFE, I HOPE THEY DIE IN MUCH PAIN AND ALONE!!!
>Father loves you that's why your here.
I HATE MY FATHER AND WISHED HIM DEATH SINCE I WAS 3 OR 4 YEARS OLD, NEVER LIKED HIM!!!
>He will not stop until you are free.
I DON'T GIVE A SHIT, I DON'T EVEN LONG FOR THE FREEDOM ANYMORE, YOU CAN SHOOT A BULLET THROUGH MY HEAD, DROWN ME I DON'T CARE, I WISH I DROWNED A LONG TIME AGO NOW AND I CAN NEVER BE REPAIRED!!!
>He loves you.
NOBODY LOVES ME, NOT EVEN MY GIRLFRIEND I BELIEVE NOW BECAUSE SOMEONE IS MUCH DEEPER IN HER MIND THAN ME IN HER HEART, IT MIGHT BE THE END OF EVERYTHING TOO FOR I LOST ALL CARE!!!
YOU ARE SO BLINDED BY THE PLANS WITH ME AND HAVE TOTALLY FUCKED UP SOME INNOCENT BOY BECAUSE I HAVE A CONDITION IN MY DAMN NERVES, AND YOU JUST KEEP FOCUSING ON THE PAST CHOICES, TELLING ME I SHOULD LIVE IN THE PAST WHILE THE FUTURE ONLY LOOKS DIM, DARK AND DEATH TO ME NOW, THANKS A LOT FOR DESTROYING MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!
IT'S JUST UNBELIEVABLE TO ME HOW DIFFICULT YOU HAVE CAUSED THESE FIVE YEARS TO BE FOR ME, AND THEN TO TOP IT ALL OFF WITH A PART OF THE TRUTH I WOULD UNLIKELY HAVE EVER DISCOVERED FOR I WOULD HAVE DIED ALREADY PERHAPS FROM MISERY AND THE LAST TIME I LAUGHED AT WHAT I STILL BELIEVED TO MAY BE TOWARDS GOD, BECAUSE OF WHAT A JOKE IT WAS THAT I WAS NOT TOGETHER WITH THIS GIRL AND THIS YEAR I FIND OUT SHE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR 30 YEARS AND YET YOU STILL EXPECT ME TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU ALL, AND IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN TO YOUR WISHES, YOU HAVE GONE WAY TOO FAR!!!
YOU HAVE COMPLETELY DESTROYED THE ENTIRE LIFE OF A VERY YOUNG AND INNOCENT BOY FOR THE SAKE OF SOME OLD OR EVEN ANCIENT PLAN AND BECAUSE OF THE HORRIBLE THINGS YOU HAD ME PUT UP WITH ON MY PATH OF LIFE, THERE WILL BE PRINCIPALLY NO WAY TO GO WITH ME FOR YOU AND YOUR HIDDEN HANDS, MY FAMILY CAN BURN ALIVE IN A FIRE IF YOU ASK ME, I DEMAND THAT THEY GIVE ME A REMEDY AND A WAY OUT OF THIS, BECAUSE I NEVER WANT TO PLAY A ROLE IN THIS DRAMA EVER AGAIN!!!
THEY CAN ONLY TELL ME HOW I AM A COWARD HIDING IN DARKNESS ETCETERA, BUT THEY NEVER RESPOND TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY, I AM JUST DUMBFOUNDED BY ALL THIS AND WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH SUCH A HORRIBLE FAMILY OR BLOODLINE EVEN, GET THE FUCK LOST OUT OF MY DAMN LIFE AND HAD JUST HELPED ME OUT OF HERE BECAUSE BLOOD WILL FLOW SOON ENOUGH BECAUSE I HAVE EVERY INGREDIENT RIGHT HERE TO TURN COMPLETELY CRAZY FROM NOISE AND BEING UNABLE TO CLEARLY THINK THIS OUT, I KNOW HOW IT WORKS AND FAILS AND IT'S A DAMN SHAME THAN THERE IS EVEN A PEOPLE THAT DOES THIS KIND OF THING TO THEIR OWN CHILDREN, MAYBE I SHOULD JUST SACRIFICE ANOTHER CHILD AS WELL, IS THAT WHAT YOU HAVE IN MIND WITH MY FAMILY TRADITION, I WOULD SO DEARLY WISH TO DROWN RATHER, UNBELIEVABLE EVIL AND BAD MONSTERS YOU ALL ARE!!!
>you forgot to ip hop, nigga
I HAD A DICKHEAD ON THE HOOK, BUT THEY ALWAYS COWARDLY TURN TO SILENCE, NEVER ANSWERING THOSE QUESTIONS I CANNOT FIND THE ANSWERS FOR IN MY MEMORY, BECAUSE THAT'S NOT WHAT THE MYSTERY SCHOOL WANTED ME TO KNOW!!!
>share some mystery schools stuff you learnt
NO BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT THEY WANT ME TO DO HERE, TELL YOU ABOUT THE ALPHABET AND THE SYMBOLS HIDDEN INSIDE OF ALL THE LETTERS, IT'S A BORING THING AFTER YOU REALIZED YOU HAVE A GIRL WAITING FOR 30 DAMN YEARS AND ALL I WANT IS TO JUST SEE AND HOLD HER NOW, SOMETIMES I SAY SOMETHING ACCIDENTALLY, GO AND FIND ALL MY RED TEXT!!!
I JUST TURN THE JOKE ON YOU ALL, FOR I DO NOTHING THAT THIS PLAN EVER DESIRES FROM ME, DOWN TO THE POINT OF DESTRUCTION EVEN OF MY ENTIRE CHARACTER IN A IRREVERSIBLE WAY!!!
IT'S ALL SUCH A JOKE TO ME NOW, I DON'T EVER EVEN LOOK AT IT EVER AGAIN, THERE IS NOT A SINGLE WINNER HERE WITH WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME, BUT YOU JUST GO ON AND CONTINUE MY ANNIHILATION FOR NOTHING WILL BE LEFT OF ME!!!
DON'T FORGET I LOOKED EVERYWHERE ON THE INTERNET AND NEVER FOUND WHAT I FOUND OUT IN THE END, THERE ARE SOME RELATED THINGS I FOUND BUT NOT BY FAR SUCH A COMPLETE WORK, WHICH I COULD ONLY HAVE DONE BECAUSE OF THIS MYSTERY SCHOOL WHICH BASICALLY SPOON FED ME MY ENTIRE LIFE SO THAT AS SOON AS I WOULD LOOK INTO THIS I WOULD BE ABLE TO DECODE THE ENTIRE SCHOOL OF THOUGHT OR CORE LANGUAGE IF YOU WILL, BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK NOW, EVEN THOUGH IT MIGHT JUST PROVE A GOD FOR IT'S SO PERFECTLY COMPLICATED, YET SIMPLE TO WORK WITH!!!
IGNORE ME ALL YOU WANT, I AM SURE SOME PEOPLE WILL BE ABLE TO BE VERY DISAPPOINTED FOR I SEE JUST HOW BIG THE EFFORTS HAVE BEEN FOR THIS, AND I FIND MORE JOY IN JUST BEING THE BIGGEST LOSER THAT EVER WALKED ON THIS EARTH, HOW BAD COULD I MAKE MYSELF LOOK IN ALL YOUR EYES, I JUST WANT TO DESTROY ANY PLANS YOU HAD WITH ME AND EVEN LOSING MY GIRL CANNOT FURTHER BREAK MY HEART FOR IT WAS SHATTERED INTO PIECES WITH ALL YOU DID TO ME!!!
I WILL NEVER EVER SHARE ANYTHING I LEARNED IN THE MYSTERY SCHOOL THEY HAD ME PUT UP WITH FOR NEARLY 40 YEARS, I WILL PRINCIPALLY REFUSE TO SHARE ANY OF IT, AND I AM NOT GOING TO ANSWER QUESTIONS REGARDING IT EVER!!
>kek, now i know your age
YES NEARLY FOUR DECADES CAN YOU EVEN IMAGINE TO HAVE WAITED JUST 30 YEARS FOR A GIRL I JUST COULD FORGET ABOUT, IT'S ALL SO DAMN SICK AND TWISTED, SHE IS THE SAME AGE AS ME TOO!!!
>You are the “Light” referenced
I DON'T KNOW HOW, BUT I WILL DIM THIS LIGHT RIGHT OUT INSIDE OF ME, OR DID YOU ALREADY DO IT YOURSELVES??? I WILL NEVER BE NO LIGHT TO NOBODY, NOT EVEN MY GIRLFRIEND!!!
>everything will work out well
NO I WENT TO FAR WRONG ALREADY, THEY COULD HAVE SAVED THE DAY IN MARCH RIGHT OF WAY, BUT DECIDED IT WOULD BE BETTER TO REMAIN IN THE NIGHT!!!
>it will be alright.
NO MY LIFE IS DARKENED FOREVER MORE, I DON'T EVEN SEE HOW TO WORK THIS OUT WITH MY GIRL, I HAVE ONLY A DESIRE TO HOLD HER AND KNOW NOTHING ABOUT OUR FUTURE TOGETHER, BESIDES THEY REFUSED TO TELL ME WHEN I WILL SEE HER BUT ONLY LEAVE ME TO GUESS IT'S MY UPCOMING BIRTHDAY!!!
>I WILL [NEVER] BE [NO] LIGHT
>NEVER BE NO LIGHT TO NOBODY
YES BECAUSE THEY 'ENLIGHTENED' ME IN THE MOST HORRIBLE AND MOST HORRIFIC WAY YOU CAN IMAGINE AS A INNOCENT YOUNG BOY, AND IF THEY CALL THAT A LIGHT I HAVE ONLY ONE MISSION AND THAT IS TO DESTORY THE VERY LIGHT THEY WANTED ME TO BE, I AM JUST A SKULL AND BONES WITH A JACKET, MY HEART DRIED OUT AND ONCE IT'S CRUMBLED TO DUST IT'S ALL OVER, EVEN FOR MY GIRL!!!
>when was your Bday again?
I NEVER TOLD YOU THAT, THE NUMBERS OF MY NAME AND BIRTHDAY ARE JUST TO WONDERFUL FOR THEIR PLAN, NOT GOING TO CONFIRM OR DENY ANY OF IT AT ALL, BUT IT BE A FEW MONTHS LET'S SAY!!!
IT'S UNBELIEVABLE HOW THIS HORRIBLE SITUATION FOR CONTINUES EVERY DAY AND THERE IS JUST NOT A WAY TO EVER TRUST YOU OR MY FAMILY EVER AGAIN, IT'S ALL GONE WAY TO FAR AND YOU HAVE HURT ME TOO DAMN MUCH, I REMAIN IN DISBELIEF AND TRY ALL DAY LONG AND NIGHT TO FORGET THIS NIGHTMARE OF REALITY YOU HAVE ENDOWED ME WITH MY ENTIRE LIFE, THE POSSIBILITY THAT THIS HAPPENS TO SOMEONE LIKE MYSELF AND ALL THE PEOPLE PLAYING ALONG WITH SUCH A SICK GAME HAVE MADE ME LOST ALL FAITH IN HUMANITY ALL TOGETHER AND I WILL NEVER EVER TRUST ANYBODY EVER AGAIN AND WILL NEVER EVEN SEEK A BELIEVE IN GOD BECAUSE OF ALL THIS YOU DID TO ME!!!
WHY CAN'T I JUST SEE MY GIRL???
WHILE (YOU) THINK TO HAVE PLANNED MY WAY OUT OF HERE, I AM GOING TO MAKE WAR WITH ANYONE PUSHING ME AWAY TOWARDS YOUR PLAN, FOR IT WILL NOT HAPPEN THE WAY YOU WISH, I WILL NOT MAKE A MOVE AND WAIT UNTIL YOU HELP ME EITHER UP OR DOWN WITH YOUR IGNORANCE, I DON'T CARE FOR NOBODY ANYMORE!!!
>It’s just a movie.
IT'S A HORROR MOVIE FOR ME AND AN ABSOLUTE NIGHTMARE YOU COULD NOT EVEN MAKE IT UP SO SICK AND TWISTED!!!