MY LIFE IS BUT A BIG JOKE
>I am a bit heartbroken having to watch this.
Hang in there anon.
That could be a good indicator.
My spouse anon reacted the same way all of the time, a while ago. Spouse anon is now awake. Their world view is getting up ended. I thinkoccasionallypushing them to that point is helpful. But don't push them too much.