IF I HAD A WILL TO LIVE I WOULD HAVE RUN TO A REMOTE PLACE AND NEVER RETURN AGAIN, BUT I DON'T REALLY CARE ANYMORE HOW THIS IS GOING TO END, I HAVE GIVEN UP ON EVERYTHING THAT HAS NOT YET BEEN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME AND YOUR PROMISES ARE NOT TO BE BELIEVED AT THIS POINT EITHER FOR THEIR IS SIMPLY NO WAY TO TRUST ANY IF THIS EVER!!!

IGNORING MY MEDICAL CONDITION IS THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAVE EVER HAPPENED TO ME, AND IF IT WAS NOT FOR THAT THERE ARE JUST SO MANY OTHER BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENED AS WELL SO EITHER WAY THERE IS JUST NOT A CHANCE I WILL EVER TRUST ANYONE WITHIN MY FAMILY OR ANYONE ELSE!!!