IT'S MUCH EASIER TO BE THE LOWEST RANKING ANON IN HERE NOW AND SPIT AND PISS IN THE FACES OF THESE HIDDEN HANDS THAT TURNED MY LIFE UP SIDE DOWN IN A MOST HORRIFIC WAY!!!
I DON'T EVEN LIKE TO ASSOCIATE WITH 'ANON', I AM JUST A BOY!!!
MY LIFE TURNED INTO A DEEP SLEEP BECAUSE OF EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED, I JUST WANTED TO BE LEFT ALONE BUT THEY TERRORIZED MY LIFE FOR NEARLY 40 YEARS, AND NOW THEY WANT ME TO GET UP AND DO SOMETHING GREAT BUT THEY ARE DREAMERS AND FANTASISTS FOR I REQUIRES A MAN AND NOT A LOST BOY!!!
>I often wonder if people figure things out. Like the Morse code.
NO I DON'T AND NOT FOR A LONG TIME ANYMORE, I SIMPLY DO NOT CARE ANYMORE ABOUT IT, AND READ OR SCROLL PASSED MOST POSTS HERE NOW!!!
>Everything has meaning
THERE ARE SO MANY MEANINGS THAT IT'S RENDERED MEANINGLESS NOW, I AM JUST NOT ENTERTAINED BY IT ANYMORE AND HIGHLY DISTRACTED BY THE THOUGHTS OF SEEING AND HOLDING MY GIRL AGAIN!!!
THESE HIDDEN HANDS AND MY FAMILY STILL BELIEVE THIS WILL WEAR OFF, AND THAT I WILL TURN AROUND TOWARDS THEM BUT THEY REALLY FAIL TO SEE JUST HOW INCREDIBLY THEY HAVE DESTROYED ANY CHANCE FOR THAT, SO THAT'S WHY THEY JUST LEAVE ME POSTING HERE AND THINK IT WILL GET BETTER BECAUSE THERE MUST BE SOME TIMESCALE FOR THIS THEY THINK, IT WILL NEVER WORK!!!