After listening to a few videos its clear you are a passionate woman of god. God bless you and God bless your family. This is a phenomenal channel keep making these videos. I don't know if its talking in tounges or whatever you do during your prayers but after the prayer in your first video i had immediately felt better.The first video reminds me of my own sort of awakening. Not to the point i can discern anything in particular. But still I may have also been mk ultra'd.This black army for the end times you talk about is extremely interesting. I belive the n-word or nigger may be some kind of mk ultra dark awakening thing they push onto other people. because the shills say it all the time and they call you a nigger if you expose masonry that happened to me. I don't know what all of this means but I belive They want to put that word in peoples heads and set it on a pedestal of taboo making it an even more powerful sort of trigger word i think. I think i also was programmed with the American dollar bill because my grandfather or grandmother handed me a dollar at their house and its one of my first memories seeing the all seeing eye pyramid. Another thing I think you shine a light on is the fact that cutting yourself is a result of sra programming i think that is spot on I knew there was a connection there. I truly believe god has his hand in even your posting here so that I can be sort of awakened from it more people need to see the videos. Very inspiring to those who may be in some kind of disassociation.They say that is part of the mind control disassociating memories by making multiple personalities and splitting them off with colossal trauma causing the mind to schism.
and i belive a lot of the sick art in this thread was made by these artists to celebrate this dark awakening of the nwo. This is not the dark awakening its the Great awakening and it supersedes it because good defeats evil and god wins.