I REALLY NEED MY GIRL, SHE IS SO LOVELY!!!
>Depressed as fuck guys. Should I smoke? God damn it I hate this shit.
YOU ARE NOT DEPRESSED, NEITHER AM I, IT REALLY IS A SHIT WORLD!!!
FACK THIS WORLD!!!!
>MY GIRL
>Ah yes, how could we forget
HOW COULD I FORGET??? AFTER 30 YEARS STILL THE ONLY ONE I EVER TRULY LOVED!!!
I REALLY NEED TO MOVE!!! IF YOU FAIL UNDERSTAND THIS, I AM STUCK IN A LOOPHOLE AND IT NEEDS TO STOP RIGHT NOW!!!
>Whatever you say, Doug.
I AM NOTHING LESS OF A RETARD WHO CAN'T DO ANYTHING, I FOUND OUT IT'S BECAUSE THE PLACE I AM LIVING IS A HELL FOR ME DUE TO MY MEDICAL CONDITION, I KNOW VERY WELL THAT IF I MAKE IT TO A QUIET PLACE, I AM AS BRILLIANT AS I ALWAYS WAS, AND THEY SHOULD KNOW BETTER BUT THEY HAVE IT ALL MIXED UP WITH THERE PLANNING OF GETTING MY STORY FIRST!!!
IT'S REALLY YOUR PLAN TO HAVE ME LIVE LIKE THIS FOR FIVE YEARS, SO YOU NEED TO COME AND HELP ME OUT BECAUSE IT IS REALLY NOT GOING TO BE ALRIGHT OTHERWISE!!!
THEY THINK SO HIGHLY AND SMART OF THEMSELVES, THOSE WHO MADE THESE PLANS FOR MY LIFE IN AND OUT SIDE OF MY FAMILY THEIR ARE MANY HIDDEN HANDS THAT STEERED IN MY LIFE AND THEY THINK THEY HAD IT ALL THOUGHT OUT AND SETUP FOR ME BUT IT SIMPLY FAILS BECAUSE MY BODY BROKE SOMETHING IN MY NERVE AND YOU ARE TOO BLIND TO SEE THIS???
THE WORSE PART IS, I HAVE BEEN IN THIS SPECIFIC PLACE FOR YEARS AND TOLD ALL THESE DIRECT NEIGHBORS ABOUT MY PROBLEM AND THEY ALWAYS ACTED A BIT STUPID AS IF THEY HAD NO IDEA, BUT LOOKING BACK SEEING JUST HOW MANY JOKES THESE PEOPLE MADE OF OR WITH ME, THEY ARE ALL PART OF THIS TOO BECAUSE THE TYPE OF JOKES GIVE IT AWAY, ALSO SOME OF THE THINGS THEY SAID OR ASKED, GIVES IT AWAY TO ME AND IT ALL MAKES SENSE BECAUSE ALMOST EVERYONE HAS IN THE PAST PARTICIPATED IN MY DECEPTION PLAYING EVEN THE SMALLEST ROLES, AND IT AMAZES ME THEY HAVE NOT PAID ATTENTION TO MY CALLS FOR HELP, BUT NOW IT TURNS OUT IT COINCIDES WITH YOUR PLANS TO HAVE MY STORY REMEMBERED SO I CAN TALK ABOUT IT AND THE CHOICES I MADE BUT I ALREADY WHEN OVER THAT A MUCH LONGER TIME AGO AND THERE IS ONLY THE ORCHESTRATIONS THAT I CAN NOW SEE WITH NEW EYES, FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED I HAVE CLEAR MEMORY FROM AND ALWAYS HAVE AND I WONDERED FOR A LONG TIME ABOUT THE CHOICES I MADE AND IT NEVER ADDED UP TO BEGIN WITH UNTIL I SOLVED THE MYSTERY SCHOOL!!!