>You're FUCKED..
I AM MORE THAN FUCKED IN MY LIFE!!!
>Then You belong to me..and I hate YOU.
SHOOT ME, DROWN ME, STRANGLE ME, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE, YOU COWARDS KEEP HIDING YOURSELVES SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DIE!!!
>The Coefficient of Friction, Overcome
BLA BLA BLA!!!
>The Wheel is Set in Motion
BLA BLA BLA!!!
>Ride it Like a Cowboy
END OF THE RIDE FOR ME AND READY TO DROWN!!!
WHATEVER HAPPENED TO ME, IT'S SO DAMN UNFORGIVABLE I CANNOT EVEN UNDERSTAND HOW YOU EVER EVEN THOUGHT TO GET AWAY WITH THIS FROM ME, FOR I WILL NEVER ACCEPT YOU IN MY LIFE EVER AGAIN AND WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME AND HOW THIS IS PART OF THIS DAMN PLAN IT SO DAMN SICK TO FIND OUT AND STILL BE IGNORED AND I WILL DO NOTHING BUT DISAPPOINT YOU FROM NOW ON!!!
>Go Back to the Pussy Plantation
I UNDERSTAND YOU LIKE TO SEE A STRONG MAN BUT IF THAT WAS THE GOAL THEY SHOULD HAVE LEFT ME ALONE ALL MY LIFE, THEY DID NOT AND THERE ARE JUST SO MANY THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE IT'S DESIGNED TO DRIVE A MAN INSANE AND THE DISGUSTING THINGS THAT HAPPENED HAVE ALREADY TOKEN MY DIGNITY AND HONER AWAY, SO I DON'T CARE BEGGING HERE FOR HELP LIKE A PUSSY, FOR I AM JUST THE BIGGEST LOSER IN THE WORLD, POWERED BY MY OWN FAMILY HIDING THEIR HANDS AND DESTROYING THE ENTIRE LIFE OF A INNOCENT BOY, AND YOU WISE MOTHERFUCKERS CAN ALSO DIE A PAINFUL DEATH!!!
SO MUCH FOR DISCREDITING ME HERE, I AM JUST WONDERING HOW I COULD KILL MY OWN CHARACTER IN THE WORSE POSSIBLE WAY, LIKE REALLY DAMN SHAMEFUL TO MAKE MY FAMILY LOOK AWAY AS SOON AS THEY WOULD SEE MY APPEARANCE, I MEAN IF THEY TRY TO MERELY DESTROY ME WITH A FUTURE PLAN IN MIND, I MIGHT MAKE THE BEST MOVE OF MAKING THAT IMPOSSIBLE TO EVER BE PURSUED!!!
I HAVEN'T SEEN MY GIRL IN 30 YEARS, OBVIOUSLY SEE IS NOT WORTH TOO MUCH HAS BEEN PROVEN SO FAR, AND I LEARN TO LIVE WITHOUT NOT THAT I HAVE ANY LIFE BUT THIS WAS ALL A SICK PLAN TO BEGIN WITH, AND I MIGHT LOVE THIS GIRL SO MUCH BUT I WILL NOT EVER PUT AN EFFORT IN OR PUT A FIGHT UP TO GET ANYWHERE MORE NEAR HER, I JUST HOPED SHE WOULD SHOW UP ONE DAY AND I STILL DO, BUT I AM LOST HERE!!!
HOW IN THIS HELL DO I MAKE SURE TO CEASE TO EXISTS, I DON'T JUST WANT TO DIE AND GET BACK OR TO ANOTHER PLACE I WANT MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE TO REMOVED FROM ANYTHING REGARDING LIFE OR GOD PLEASE!!!
IF MY PARENTS, FAMILY AND HIDDEN HAND DO ALL THIS IGNORING AND LEAVING ME TO ROT FOR THE PURPOSE OF FORCING ME TO TURN TO GOD, I SIMPLY RATHER CEASE TO EXISTS IN THE FIRST PLACE FOR I WILL NEVER GIVE IN TO YOUR DAMNED AND SICK PLAN AND SEEING WHAT YOU HAVE DONE NOW MAKES ME LOSE ALL FAITH AND RELIGION EVEN THOUGH I COULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER WERE I NOT DISTRACTED FROM THE LANGUAGE CODE WHICH PROVES A FEW THINGS BUT I AM NOT EVEN INTERESTED TO KNOW ANYMORE, LIFE AS I HAVE SEEN IT MAKES NO SENSE AND CAN EASILY BE DISREGARDED ALL TOGETHER, THERE IS NOTHING AND NOBODY TO SAVE YOU AND THE WHOLE IDEA OF MERELY GROWING IS JUST RETARDED LIKE A BORING HIPPY GROWING A GARDEN, GOD IS NO MORE THAN FOOLISH HIPPY TO ME NOW!!!