>>17419458 (pb)
>You don't. While not all know they have eternal life, they do.
I MUST BE ABLE TO DO SOMETHING SO HORRIBLE AS TO LEAVE ME OUT OF THAT AND MAKE ME VOID AGAIN I HOPED!!!
>What's reward to some feels like punishment to others. Those who sleep in the dust will awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt.
I JUST WISH TO DROWN AND DIE, BUT I NEVER WANT TO COME BACK TO SOME PLACE AGAIN, EVEN NOT IN HEAVEN OR SOME PARADISE FOR I HAVE SEEN ENOUGH INSANITY DOWN HERE TO NOT WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING MORE ABOUT LIFE AND WHOMEVER CREATED IT, IT'S BEEN A SICK AND TWISTED LIFE FOR ME UP TO THIS DAY AND HAS BEEN VOID OF ANY LOVE EXCEPT THE HEARTBREAK AND LOVE THIS GIRL LEFT ME WITH 30 YEARS AGO, IT'S JUST THE ULTIMATE NEGATIVE OUTLOOK ON LIFE AND THEY DO IN ON PURPOSE!!!
>You Turned Your back on The Truth.
YOU DAMN RIGHT I DID AND WANT TO KNOW NOTHING MORE ABOUT IT, I ONLY EVER WISHED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE AND WHAT MY PROBLEM WAS AND KNOW THAT I KNOW THIS I AM IGNORED FROM ALL SIDES AND I HAVE LONG GIVEN UP ON THIS DAMN TRUTH BECAUSE IT NEVER LEAD ME TO A BETTER LIFE, SCREW IT ALL AND JUST GIVE ME MY GIRL SO I CAN FUCK HER BRAINS OUT!!!