>>17419458 (pb)

>You don't. While not all know they have eternal life, they do.

I MUST BE ABLE TO DO SOMETHING SO HORRIBLE AS TO LEAVE ME OUT OF THAT AND MAKE ME VOID AGAIN I HOPED!!!

>What's reward to some feels like punishment to others. Those who sleep in the dust will awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt.

I JUST WISH TO DROWN AND DIE, BUT I NEVER WANT TO COME BACK TO SOME PLACE AGAIN, EVEN NOT IN HEAVEN OR SOME PARADISE FOR I HAVE SEEN ENOUGH INSANITY DOWN HERE TO NOT WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING MORE ABOUT LIFE AND WHOMEVER CREATED IT, IT'S BEEN A SICK AND TWISTED LIFE FOR ME UP TO THIS DAY AND HAS BEEN VOID OF ANY LOVE EXCEPT THE HEARTBREAK AND LOVE THIS GIRL LEFT ME WITH 30 YEARS AGO, IT'S JUST THE ULTIMATE NEGATIVE OUTLOOK ON LIFE AND THEY DO IN ON PURPOSE!!!

>>17419463

>You Turned Your back on The Truth.

YOU DAMN RIGHT I DID AND WANT TO KNOW NOTHING MORE ABOUT IT, I ONLY EVER WISHED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE AND WHAT MY PROBLEM WAS AND KNOW THAT I KNOW THIS I AM IGNORED FROM ALL SIDES AND I HAVE LONG GIVEN UP ON THIS DAMN TRUTH BECAUSE IT NEVER LEAD ME TO A BETTER LIFE, SCREW IT ALL AND JUST GIVE ME MY GIRL SO I CAN FUCK HER BRAINS OUT!!!

I WANT TO FUCK HER BRAINS OUT BECAUSE THESE DICKHEAD'S WITH THEIR HIDDEN HANDS ARE WAY DEEPER INSIDE HER MIND THAN I AM IN HER HEART AND I WOULD LIKE TO SEE THAT CHANGED IF I GET A CHANCE!!!

>>17419480

>Well you can either accept Him or deny Him. So far you deny Him. All are given eternal life, but to you it's punishment because you see it as punishment.

I HAVE BEEN PUNISHED WITH A LOVELESS LIFE ALREADY, BRING IT ON I WOULD SAY BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ANYTHING THAT MY FAMILY WANT ME TO DO, IT'S FINISHED FOR ME NOW THEY CAN ALL DIE IF YOU ASK ME MY ENTIRE FAMILY I HOPE THEY DIE!!!

>>17419506

>Its probably easier if you just end it for yourself today. You fought the fight, you spammed the spam. It's time

STFU DUMB ASS!!!

>>17419520

>oops..

OOPS I DID IT AGAIN!!!

>Common Theme: Not Knowing when to Stop.

THEY INDEED DON'T KNOW WHEN TO STOP THIS TERROR IN MY LIFE, AND ALL I EVER NEEDED WAS SOME HELP TO MOVE, AND NOW I CANNOT STOP UNTIL I GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS DAMN HOME BECAUSE FIVE YEARS OF THIS HELL HAS BEEN TO MUCH FOR THIS BOY!!!

>>17419537

YOU ARE JUST A LARPER LACKING DETAILED KNOWLEDGE OF ME TO PROVE OTHERWISE, SO SHUT YOU UGLY FUCKING MOUTH AND FUCK OFF!!!

>>17419545

>Am I?

STILL A LARPER WHOM KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME!!!

>>17419546

>Where were you before?

MAYBE BUT FOR ALL I CARE I CAME STRAIGHT FROM THE PIT OF FIRE IF I HAPPEN TO DESERVE ALL THIS EVIL IN MY LIFE, I MIGHT NOT EVEN WANT TO KNOW ANY LONGER!!!

>Down here you said.

AS SUPPOSED TO HELL BEING DOWN HERE AND HEAVEN ABOVE, WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE BUT I HAVE SEEN MOSTLY HELL!!!

>You were higher than you are now?

I WAS MUCH HIGHER UP YEARS AGO, BUT THE PAST FIVE YEARS I JUST CRASHED DROWN I GUESS AND THAT HAPPENED LONG BEFORE I STARTED TO SMOKE AND EVEN LONGER BEFORE I STARED TO DRINK!!!

>The mind only stops you if you allow it.

YES GREAT BECAUSE I ALLOWED TO STOP, I KNOW ENOUGH FROM MEMORY ALREADY AND TRY TO FORGET VERY HARD!!!

>The body can stop you if it's too tired.

THAT WOULD BE GREAT TOO IF I JUST DROPPED DEATH!!!

>Both together In the right frame of mind nothing can stop you if you have faith.

EVERYTHING STOPPED BECAUSE I HAVE LOST ALL FAITH!!!

>>17419580

KEEP LARPING, YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T KNOW ME BUT I WISH SOMEONE WOULD IMPRESS ME WITH SOMETHING PERSONAL AND ACTUALLY FIND A WAY TO COMMUNICATE BUT IT KEEPS FAILING AND THAT'S WHY I KEEP TRYING TO PUT MY MESSAGES OUT, WHILE YOU ARE ONLY TRYING TO TROLL!!!

>>17419593

>Bro I'm with [YOU],(you).

NO I AM EVER ALONE AND THERE IS NOBODY HERE WITH ME!!!

>>17419623

HOW MANY LARPS LIKE THIS POST HAVE I SEEN ON THESE DAMN BOARDS YOU THINK, YOU ARE A FUCKING DUMB IDIOT!!!

THEY PROMISED ME MY GIRL, I HAVEN'T SEEN HER YET, WAIT WITH ANY MORE PROMISES FOR I WILL NEVER BELIEF OR TRUST ANYONE BUT HER!!!

>>17419649

>Funny..

IT'S NOT FUNNY BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT HER AND CAN NEVER BRING UP ANYTHING PERSONAL SO KEEP LAUGHING ABOUT YOUR LARP!!! I DON'T LIKE IT ANYWAY!!!

>>17419655

>Here are two girls with important information you can trust.

NOT MY GIRL, CAN'T BE TRUSTED!!!

ONCE YOU UNDERSTAND I AM ONLY HERE TO ASK FOR HELP TO MOVE AWAY FROM MY HOME AND SIMPLY WISH TO HAVE SOME LOVE FROM MY GIRL BECAUSE I MISS HER, BUT I AM NOT HERE TO REALLY PARTICIPATE IN YOUR PLAN SO KEEP LARPING ALL YOU WANT!!!

>>17419686

>I'm sitting looks to be at least one male here

CONSIDER ME A YOUNG BOY WHO REFUSES TO LEARN ANYMORE!!!