>What is your first language, seriously?
NOT ENGLISH OBVIOUSLY, BUT I TRY TO FOCUS!!! MY OWN LANGUAGE???
MY OWN LANGUAGE IS A LONG STORY, LET'S KEEP IT SIMPLE AND STICK WITH ENGLISH!!!
THEY WANTED ME TO GROW UP FOR 40 YEARS WITHOUT ANY LOVE AND KEPT LOVE AWAY FROM ME HOWEVER THEY COULD, I ONLY EVER LOVED A GIRL THAT REMAINS SOMEWHERE DEEP IN MY BROKEN HEART FOR 30 YEARS AND NOW I FOUND OUT SHE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR ME??? INSANE!!!
>You are here venting and begging for help. Tell anons about yourself.
I AM JUST SHOUTING INTO THIS BOX, UNTIL I GET SOMEONE TO HELP ME MOVE AWAY FROM THIS HOME, I HAVE BEEN SETUP BY MY OWN FAMILY FIVE YEARS AGO TO LIVE IN A REALLY NOISY PLACE, AND I HAVE A MEDICAL CONDITION AND ALL THESE TROUBLES BECAUSE I NEED TO LIVE IN A QUIET PLACE AND I CANNOT DO ANYTHING OVER HERE BECAUSE I HAVE A DAMAGED NERVE AND IT CAUSE ALL KINDS OF PROBLEMS MAKING MY LIFE IMPOSSIBLE BY NOW!!!
>Mr T. used to be a bouncer and every time he beat someone down, he take their necklace
TELL US MORE ABOUT MURDOCK??? THE CRAZY GUY THAT THEY HAD TO KIDNAP FROM THE MENTAL HOSPITAL FOR WAS HE NOT THE PILOT???
>Which nerve?
SOMEWHERE IN THE LOWER BODY, MIGHT HAVE BEEN DAMAGED MULTIPLE TIMES DUE TO ACCIDENTS ETC. FIRST WHEN I WAS LIKE 2 YEARS OLD, AND I EVER HAD THIS RESTLESSNESS FROM IT BUT DID NOT KNOW THIS UNTIL TWO YEARS AGO IT BECAME UNBEARABLE AND I CANNOT DO ANYTHING THAT REQUIRES FOCUS!!!
>Which nerve?
THIS DAMAGE NERVE IS SO SENSITIVE THAT ANY VIBRATIONS FROM HEAVY MACHINERY AND ENGINES AND TRUCKS AND PLANES AND LOUD NOISE FROM TOOLS ETC. AND SOMETHING ELSE THAT CONTINUOUSLY MAKES IT SO THAT MY WHOLE BODY KIND OF VIBRATES AND MY WHOLE NERVE SYSTEM IS AFFECTED AND I CANNOT FOCUS ON ANYTHING AND MY LIFE HAS BEEN DESTROYED ALMOST!!!
>Is it leg pain.. back pain?
THESE NERVES THEY PLAY UP IN DIFFERENT PARTS OF MY BODY, SO I CAN FEEL ALL THESE PAINFUL SENSATIONS AND IT GETS WORSE AT TIMES OF THE DAY BUT EVEN AT NIGHT AND I JUST CAN'T GET AWAY FROM IT, IT'S HAPPENING ALL IN THE SURROUNDING AREA AND THESE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING THAT BOTHERS ME AND CAUSES THIS PAIN AND I CANNOT EVEN BREATH WHEN IT'S SO BAD, IT'S SO DAMN WEIRD AND THE WORSE PART IS MY OWN FAMILY DOES NOT WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING ABOUT IT FOR YEARS, WHILE THERE CARELESSNESS HAS CAUSED ME TO GET INTO A CAR ACCIDENT WHEN I WAS TWO FOR EXAMPLE SO IT'S EVEN THEIR OWN FAULT!!!
>Suck it up Princess
I AM SUPPOSED TO BE THE PRINCE, AND MY GIRL THE PRINCESS OF COURSE, BUT I AM NOT GOING TO PUT A FIGHT UP AND JUST NEED SOME HELP TO MOVE FOR FUCK SAKE!!!
>better not go to church,
NO I WON'T EVER GO THERE, THANKS FOR THE ADVISE!!!
>it will reverberate you into the next dimension/
NAH I JUST NEED TO MOVE TO A GOOD HOME WHERE IT IS JUST PEACEFUL AND QUIET AND NOT SO NOISY ALL THE TIME DAY AND NIGHT LIKE THIS INDUSTRIAL ZONE IS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO IMAGINE!!!
>Do you think you might be Pregnant?
NO I DON'T THINK SO, BESIDES THEY HAD PULLED EVERY FUCKING DSM TEST TO BESTOW ALL THIS TROUBLE ON ME WITH EXCUSE THERE MUST ME SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME, AND NOW THAT I HAVE FOUND OUT EXACTLY WHAT THE CAUSE IS OF MY RESTLESSNESS AND TROUBLES IT CAUSES ME, THERE IS NOBODY LEFT THAT ACTUALLY REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY BODY AND MY NERVE SYSTEM, NOT EVEN MY FAMILY IT'S A DAMN SHAME AND SCAM!!!
>if you cant go listen to the pipe organs, maybe you should listen to your heart.
SERIOUSLY I CANNOT EVEN ENJOY FOR FIVE MINUTES OR RELAX OR HAVE SOME FREE THOUGHTS, IT'S AN ABSOLUTE HORROR!!!
>did you know, that by suffering life you are storing up treasures in heaven?
THE FACT THAT CAN HAPPEN TO ME IN THIS LIFE AND THIS FAILED BODY, IS SO BAD THAT I RATHER SEIZE TO EXISTS ALL TOGETHER THAN EVER GO SOMEWHERE, THIS IS THE MOST RIDICULES THING TO BE POSSIBLE EVEN AND I JUST WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH A CREATOR THAT MADE THIS EVEN POSSIBLE!!!
>i am so sorry to hear about nerve damage. those neurons are mighty hard to regenerate. my hopes go with you and yours.
I DON'T LIKE TO CUT OUT SOME NERVE BECAUSE IT CANNOT BE FIXED, BUT I DO KNOW VERY WELL THAT I NEED ALL THE HELP AND SUPPORT I CAN FIND TO GET TO FIND A PLACE WHERE I HAVE NO TROUBLE WITH THIS PROBLEM WHERE I HAVE BEEN BEFORE I ALSO HAD MUCH BETTER QUALITY OF LIFE AND THAT'S MAKING ALL THE DIFFERENCE THE PLACE WHERE I LIVE AND NOT SO MUCH MY MEDICAL CONDITION!!!