I STILL NEED ALL THE HELP AND ASSISTANCE I CAN GET TO FIND ANOTHER HOME AND MOVE ALL MY STUFF OVER THERE, BECAUSE I SUFFER GREATLY FROM A MEDICAL CONDITION WHICH IS MY DAMAGED NERVE AND IT HAS MADE MY LIFE IMPOSSIBLE FOR FIVE YEARS AND THANKS TO MY OWN FAMILY WHO HAD THIS SETUP FOR ME FOR THE SAKE OF SOME PLAN, IT'S INSANE AND I WILL NEVER FORGIVE THEM FOR THIS EVER!!!
I NEED TO MOVE, THERE IS NO OTHER OPTION AND YOU NEED TO HELP ME!!!
>google "Urban Moving Systems"
I NEED SOMEONE TO ARRANGE IT ALL TOO!!!
>Start a gofundme
I ASKED PEOPLE FOR HELP HERE WHILE I HAD SOME MONEY SAVED UP, BUT THEY SCREWED ME UP EVEN FURTHER WITH A HALF BAKED SOLUTION THAT WAS A DEAD END ROAD, SO MERELY MONEY IS NOT GOING TO SOLVE IT FOR ME, I REALLY DO NEED ASSISTANCE AND HELP TO MOVE MY STUFF!!!
>try earthing to reduce inflammation
I CANNOT GO IN WIDE SURROUNDING AREA BECAUSE I STILL HAVE THIS PROBLEM, EVEN IN THE PARC OR NATURE NEARBY, I ONLY EVER GET MY SHOPPING AND GO BACK HOME FOR I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO TO ANYBODY EITHER ANYMORE!!!
>I quit.
I QUIT TOO, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THE PLANS MY FAMILY LAID OUT FOR MY DESTINY AND THEY SHOULD ALL DIE A SUDDEN DEATH FOR WHAT THEY DONE TO ME FOR NEARLY 40 YEARS!!!
>reee on
I WILL AND YOU KNOW IT DAMN WELL!!!
>Bruh, I have to axe, dju try that marih-juana for the pains and the sensations?
YES I DO SMOKE A LOT TO SUPPRESS THE PAIN AND NERVES PLAYING UP, IT HELPS A LOT!!!
>You can ground inside. Get a silver threaded sheet to sleep or sit on. Then you need a grounding wire and rod attached to it that you plug into the dirt outside your place.
THE WEIRD THING WITH CONDITION IS THAT I CANNOT SIMPLY DO SOMETHING HERE OR FIX SOMETHING OR ORGANIZE THE REQUIRED TOOLS AND MATERIALS TO EVEN FIX MY DAMN SHOWER!!! I PAY 5 BUCKS SOMEWHERE TO SHOWER!!!
>Just trying to know more about you so I can possibly help. Sounds like you don't work with your pain and you have no contact with your family. Wondered how your bills get paid
I DON'T HAVE MUCH MONEY BUT THEY HAVE ORGANIZED EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE, FOR THE SAKE OF SOME DAMN PLAN AN IT'S MY OWN FAMILY WHO HAS BEEN MANIPULATING ME INTO LIVING IN THESE DAMN PLACES FOR THE PAST FIVE YEAR AND IT'S A TOTAL DISASTER AND THEY SHOULD BE THE ONES TO HELP ME OUT OF HERE!!!
>Take it easy, just take it easy.
NOT REALLY BECAUSE I SMOKE AND DRINK ALL THE TIME NOW, AND THIS IS NOT BY ANY MEANS THE START OF MY PROBLEM, I AM SIMPLY TRYING TO MAKE IT TO EVERY DAY UNTIL I FALL ASLEEP AGAIN, THE MEMORIES OF THE MYSTERY SCHOOL ARE ALSO SOMETHING I RATHER FORGET, SO THE ONLY ONE I EVER LIKE TO THINK OF IS MY GIRL BUT THAT'S EVEN TO HARD TO COPE WITH BECAUSE SHE BROKE MY DAMN HEART!!!
>you have CRPS type one, Stage: pussy bitch
NO I DON'T!!! I PSYCHICALLY DAMAGED A NERVE OR MUSCLE, MULTIPLE TIMES DURING MY LIFE, THE PAST FEW YEARS I HAD ALSO MULTIPLE INJURIES AGAIN, I KNOW HOW IT WORKS BECAUSE I OBSERVED VERY WELL WHAT'S HAPPENING AND IN SHAKES UP MY ENTIRE NERVE SYSTEM CAUSING MOST SIMPLE THINGS TO FAIL OR BE JUST TO MUCH EFFORT TO EVEN STAND!!!
>Just suck it the fuck up
NO I DON'T, UNTIL THEY HELP ME BECAUSE I AM NOT HERE TO JOKE AROUND BUT ASK FOR HELP SERIOUSLY!!!
>Sitting on an image board whining like a bitch isn't helping you help yourself.
RIGHT!!! I CANNOT HELP MYSELF I AM COMPLETELY DISABLED OR KNOCKED OUT FROM ALL THIS SHIT ENDURING FOR FIVE YEARS AND I HAVE LOST MYSELF HERE, NOT ENTIRELY TRUE BECAUSE I KNOW DAMN WELL THAT ALL IT TAKES IS TO JUST MOVE TO ANOTHER HOUSE AND I AM SO DAMN FRUSTRATED THAT IT IS SO HARD TO GET SOME PEOPLE TO HELP ME, IN FACT I HAVE LOST ALL FAITH!!!
>I just want to help America get to her best self.
I JUST WANT SOME PEACE AND QUIET PLACE SO I CAN RELAX AND THINK CLEARLY ABOUT ALL THIS, I CANNOT AND THEREFOR I DO NOT CARE RIGHT NOW ANYMORE, WHILE I WAS HERE ALSO SINCE THE BEGINNING BECAUSE THAT'S ALSO WHEN I GOT INTO THIS DAMN MOVIE PROP LIKE HOUSING!!!
>We need the truth. All of it.
I HAVE DISCOVERED A PERSONAL TRUTH ABOUT THE LIES AND DECEPTION IN MY LIFE BROUGHT ABOUT BY MY OWN FAMILY AND A BUNCH OF HIDDEN HANDS AND I NEED TO KNOW NO MORE TRUTH!!!
>Nutless Eunuch.
>Grow a pair of nuts and take care of your own shit for fucks sake.
I HAVE FAIRLY BIG AND STRONG BALLS THAT I CAN SQUEEZE WITHOUT TO MUCH PAIN BUT YOU WILL NEVER TOUCH THEM FUCKING FAGGOT!!!
>Hey Anon, you mentioned "lower part of your body" last bread. Sounds a bit like Sciatic Nerve to me.
COULD BE RELATED I AM NOT A DOCTOR, AND THERE IS ONLY FAKE DOCTORS AVAILABLE TO ME WHOM LIE AND DECEIVE AS WELL, SO STILL JUST MOVING AWAY IS THE BEST SOLUTION, EVEN IF I END UP ON A REMOTE ISLAND SOMEWHERE OR IN THE DESERT!!!
>The sciatic nerve is the longest nerve in your body. It starts in your lower back and splits to run through your hips, buttocks, legs, and feet on both sides. Bone spurs and spinal stenosis (narrowing) can also put pressure on the sciatic nerve in the lower back. When that happens, it can cause a lot of problems all the way down the nerve. The most distinctive sign of sciatica is pain that radiates from your lower back into the back or side or your legs. It can range from a mild ache to sharp, severe pain. You can also get numbness, tingling, and weakness in your leg or foot.
>https://www.webmd.com/back-pain/what-is-sciatica
>Seriously, it’s over.
STEP AWAY FROM THE BOARD AND PUT YOUR HANDS UP!!! FUCK YOU!!!
>Take a break, this flaccid game of checkers is lost.
I AM CHECK MATE OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT WHEN YOU CAN'T MOVE!!!
>Do something else, watch a movie, take a walk.
I CANNOT GO ANYWHERE WHERE I DO NOT HAVE THIS PROBLEM!!!
>Tell your boss that you quit, had enough.
>Is this really how you want to spend your time?
I JUST NEED HELP TO MOVE, THAN I WILL BE TOTALLY FINE!!!
>I get it man.. honestly.. he's living in pain, but he does want to be here.. He probably relates to the actual context of the board, but has limited capabilities and has to release his constant pain, wherever he is, and he's here. Fuck it.. even if its a larp, its not that bad of one to have around.
==THANKS FOR PAYING ATTENTION, I GOT TO LIVE HERE AND STARTED FOLLOWING THIS IN THE SAME MONTH FIVE YEARS OR WHAT AGO, THIS SPRING EVERYTHING BECAME VERY PERSONAL WHILE I NEVER TOTALLY UNDERSTOOD THIS BEFORE, I DO KNOW NOW BUT ONLY HOW IT APPLIES TO ME AND HOW IT CONNECTS TO SO MANY THINGS IN MY LIFE AND THE MYSTERY SCHOOL I HAVE FOUND OUT TO HAVE BEEN EDUCATED BY IN SECRET ALL MY LIFE, AND NOW I CAN SEE THIS BECAUSE LAST YEAR I MADE A DISCOVERY WHICH I THOUGHT WAS IN LANGUAGE!!!=
>Question, why don't you just move? Just look for a quiet place maybe in the countryside and move.
I LIKE TO BUT I AM TOO FAR GONE TO LOOK INTO ANYTHING, I SIMPLY CANNOT FOCUS AND GIVE IN AT SOME POINT!!! TIRING!!!
>And you have your peace. If there is one thing that is sure, it is never an "I can't" it is always an "I don't want" so if you really want it you can make it happen. I know people with no limbs and they run. A buddy of mine has no legs and he is driving a car, moved over seas and explores the world in his wheelchair. I know people coming out of a coma and had to relearn everything. If you want, you do!
I HAVE BEEN DELIBERATELY KEPT AWAY FROM LOVE AND MY LIFE HAS BEEN MADE A STRUGGLE ON PURPOSE FOR THE SAKE OF FABRICATING A TRUE LIFE STORY OR SOMETHING THAT STILL HAVE IN MIND FOR ME!!!
>Obviously you have internet and some sort of a device, go and look for a quiet place within your budget and just move.
I TRIED THIS, AND THERE IS THIS THING HERE I COULD OPERATE ONLY IN THEORY BECAUSE I TRIED AND IT FAILED AND JUST NEED MORE PEOPLE AROUND ME TO HELP ME GET IT DONE, I MEAN JUST TO MOVE MY STUFF AND ALSO FIND ANOTHER HOME SOMEWHERE!!!
>How is anyone here supposed to be able to help you?
I HAVE SEEN SOME POSTS HERE PROVING TO ME MY FAMILY HAS BEEN INVOLVED AND I HAVE NOW SEEN THIS ENTIRE PUZZLE OF MY LIFE AND FOUND OUT MY GIRL HAS BEEN WAITING FOR 30 YEARS FOR ME AS WELL EVER SINCE WE FELL IN LOVE SO LONG AGO, THEY HAVE CLEARLY SHOWN ME THIS AND IT'S UNBELIEVABLE EVEN FOR ME BECAUSE I WAS JUST ANON TRYING TO CATCH UP WITH HAPPENINGS!!!
>All good, Anon weirdly enough we got used to you. Kek
THANKS I NO I AM NOT VERY KIND, BUT I HAVE A GOOD HEART WHICH BROKE INTO MANY PIECES AND IF ONLY I COULD FINALLY GET TO BE LOVED BY MY GIRL AND LIVE A LIFE I COULD HAVE BEEN MUCH NICER AND FUNNIER TOO!!!
>I'll start worst case scenario. Rothschild?
AS FAR AS I CAN UNDERSTAND ALL OF THOSE BAD FAMILIES HAVE DRIVEN OUR FAMILIES OUT OF POWER WHOM WENT UNDERGROUND FOR SOME GENERATIONS IN LIGHT OF THIS PLAN, WHICH IS MUCH OLDER I BELIEVE!!!
>Hey, you know there are moving services out there right? And relocating services. Hell there are even real estate brokers out there which can look for you for a new home. Maybe that helps. Don't let the demons win. You can do it! Remember, YOU are in control!
YEAH LOOK I FOUND PICREL, BUT I AM NOT ABLE TO ORGANIZE ANYTHING AND I NEED MY FAMILY OR HIDDEN HANDS TO HELP ME OUT OF HERE FOR THEY GOT ME HERE IN LIGHT OF SOME MYSTERIOUS PLANS THEY HAVE LAID OUT FOR ME AND I AM IN THIS DAMN HOUSING FOR FIVE YEARS, IT'S A HORROR!!!
>Must be a vibration free room.
SOUNDS GOOD TO ME, MAYBE EVEN A REAL BUNKER JUST TO MAKE SURE!!!
>It is much older. Mystery school - OTO???
MY MYSTERY SCHOOL WAS A VERY PERSONAL EDUCATION BESIDES GENERAL EDUCATION IN A SCHOOL WITH OTHER KIDS, AND THIS IS NOT FOUND IN A BOOK BUT ARE REAL LIFE MOVIE SCENES THEY CREATE SO I CAN REMEMBER LATER WHAT IT MEANS, IT'S REALLY STRANGE TO EXPLAIN!!!
FLASH ME AGAIN, AND MAKE ME FORGET THIS TIME, BECAUSE THE OTHER MADE ME SEE ALL OF IT IN MARCH!!!
>You guys have a lot in common
NO WE DON'T AND SO FAR HE HAS NOT TOLD ME MUCH I CAN DO WITH SO I IGNORED HIM AS ONE OF THE FEW!!!
>Well Anon, it's a bit difficult to get help on an anonymous board you know. We don't dox people over here and we are not asking anybody to dox themselves. The only thing we can do for you is encourage you a bit.
I BELIEVE THEY WANT ME TO DOX MYSELF AND TELL MY STORY, BECAUSE THEY ORCHESTRATED EVERYTHING ALMOST EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE IN ORDER TO FABRICATE THIS UNBELIEVABLE LIFE I LIVED AND I CAN WONDER WHY BUT THERE IS SOMETHING GOING ON HERE YOU ALL SHOULD FIGURE OUT TOO, I WONDER WHY MY STORY IS SO IMPORTANT TO THEM!!!
==>>17422090
>No address to get rescued from, no photos, no evidence, no sauce.
I HAVE NOT SHARED MY ADDRESS PUBLICLY YET, I HAVE THOUSANDS OF PHOTOS, SOME WHICH COULD BE EVIDENCE/SAUCE BUT I HAVE TROUBLE ORGANIZING MY CONVERSATION HERE!!!
>No law enforcement contact.
THEY CANNOT BE TRUSTED FOR THEY WILL JUST PLAY ALONG AS WELL AS THE DOCTER FOR MY CONDITION JUST TELLS ME I AM CRAZY, BUT YOU CANNOT IMAGINE HOW BIG THIS HIDDEN POWER STRUCTURE IS AND HOW MUCH POWER IT REALLY HAS FOR THEY ARE THE ONES WHO BRING THIS ABOUT ALSO THIS Q PLAN!!!
>Why only engage here?
IF I AM INDEED PART OF THIS IT WAS OBVIOUS TO ONLY COMMUNICATE IN HERE RIGHT???
>When you can talk to us clearly perhaps some would be willing to help.
YEAH BUT THAT'S ALSO MY PROBLEM I CANNOT REALLY COMMUNICATE WELL ENOUGH, WHILE I COULD EASILY PROOF IT WITH PICTURES FROM MY PAST, AND IF I COULD WRITE BETTER BUT I JUST CAN'T FOCUS ON ANY OF THIS!!!
I KNOW IT SOUNDS UNBELIEVABLE WHAT I AM SAYING BUT I USED TO JUST READ EVERYTHING AND THAN LATER SOME THAT STARTED TO MAKE SENSE TO ME, SO THOSE WHO DO READ MY MESSAGES MAY GET TO UNDERSTAND IT A LITTLE BETTER, I AM A KINDA STUCK IN THIS ANON MODE IN WHICH I REFUSE TO SHARE TO MANY DETAILS BECAUSE I ALSO REALIZE THE GOAL IS TO HAVE ME TELL MY STORY AND I AM STILL WONDERING ABOUT THIS BECAUSE I CANNOT REALLY DO ANYTHING WITH IT RIGHT NOW!!!
>You're lying. YOU can communicate fine, the "character" you're playing can't.
NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, IT VARIES EVEN FROM POST TO POST DEPENDING ON HOW MUCH NOISE AND VIBRATIONS ARE COMING MY WAY FROM OUTSIDE MY HOUSE, THERE IS LOT TO DISTURB ME AND MAKE ME LOSE FOCUS, I KNOW IT'S HARD TO UNDERSTAND FOR NORMALLY SOMEONE WOULD HAVE AT LEAST ONE PERSON TO HELP THEM IN REAL LIFE, BUT I HAVE SAY 10 PEOPLE NAR ME WHO JUST REFUSE TO DO ANYTHING WHILE THEY PLAY ALONG THIS SICK GAME MY FAMILY HAS PUT ME UP WITH ALL MY LIFE AND WHICH SHOULD COME TO AN END BECAUSE THEY WANT ME TO TELL MY STORY BUT ALSO HAVE ME SHARE THIS SYMBOLIC KNOWLEDGE OF THE LANGUAGE WHICH I THOUGHT TO HAVE DISCOVERED MYSELF AT FIRST BUT IT TURNS OUT TO BE THE PRODUCT OF THE MYSTERY SCHOOL AND PROVES NOTHING LESS THAN GOD!!!
>Shawty get down, good lord.
BAD LORD BECAUSE THEY COULD FREELY FOOL ME FOR FOUR DECADES AND NO GOD TO SHOW ME SO I COULD NEVER DEFEND MYSELF AGAINST THESE LIES AND DECEPTION BROUGHT TO ME BY MY OWN FAMILY AND WITH SOME PRETTY DISGUSTING CONSEQUENCES BECAUSE THEY HAD REALLY BAD CHOICES FOR ME TO MAKE!!!
>But ANON you don't believe in god? You told me. There was something about they both will go into Israel and one will believe and the other won't. I don't remember how it went but something like that.
I DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING ANYMORE I JUST SAID I SEEN SOMETHING THAT PROVES THE EXISTENCE OF A CREATOR OR GOD, BUT UNFORTUNATELY I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO LOOK INTO IT ANYMORE SINCE THIS YEAR!!!
WHAT IS THIS??? CHARACTER ASSASSINATION BOT OR SOMETHING??? FUCK YOU!!!
>Oh my bad Anon :) Haven't we all tho?
NO NOT ALL OF YOU WENT THROUGH A MYSTERY SCHOOL, AND YOU KNOW THIS FOR AS LONG AS IT REMAINS A MYSTERY!!!
>I mean things have gotten pretty strange for me this past year.
MY LIFE WAS STRANGE EVERY YEAR FOR 40 YEARS NEARLY!!!
>You're trying so hard to bait kek
I CANNOT DO ANONS A FAVOR WITH THIS WITHOUT FAVORING THESE HIDDEN HANDS, I ALSO REALIZE THEY HAVE PREPARED FOR IN OTHER WAY I WOULD COME INTO THIS BOARD THAN THEY DESIRE!!!
>Yeah yeah mystery babylon we get it.
I HAVE READ AS MUCH AS YOU MAYBE ABOUT ALL THIS BUT NEVER BEFORE REALIZED IT WAS ALL MEANT FOR ME AS WELL, I AM WELL AWARE OF THE RADIO SHOWS FROM BILL COOPER AND BEHOLD A PALE HORSE IS VERY PERSONAL AS WELL AS THE HERMETIC MARRIAGE, BUT THAT HAS VERY LITTLE TO DO WITH THE MYSTERY SCHOOL I WENT THRU FOR THIS IS A VERY PERSONAL SCHOOL ORGANIZED FOR ME ONLY BY MY OWN FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHOM ALL ACT AND PLAY A LONG FROM TIME TO TIME RECEIVING INSTRUCTION ON WHAT LESSONS TO ILLUSTRATE TO ME IN THE FORM OF SOME KIND OF REAL LIFE MOVIE SET INCLUDING MY OWN FRIENDS MANIPULATING ME TO MAKE CERTAIN STUPID CHOICES AND WHAT NOT TOLD ME FOR NONSENSE THAT NOW ALL MAKES SENSE!!!
>get back to those meetings
I NEVER MET ANYONE FOR OR ABOUT THIS DIRECTLY, I UNCOVERED A MYSTERY IN MY LIFE AND THIS IS WHAT IT IS, BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I HAVE TROUBLE BELIEVING IT MYSELF BUT I CAN SEE IT CLEARLY!!!
>That's quite the delusion you're "under".
I WISH IT WAS, BUT THERE IS NO WAY TO GET AWAY FROM THIS FOR ME NOW, I KNOW SIMPLY ENOUGH TO TELL YOU THIS WITH CERTAINTY!!!
>You don't know what you think you do.
I KNOW VERY WELL, AND TRY TO ANSWER TO GIVE YOU A HINT, I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT TOO WELL!!!
>Is an all ‘Q’ letter captcha notable?
I HAD ONE THAT SAID 'FAGGOT' YESTERDAY, WAS THAT NOTABLE???
IS THERE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A BIRD AND A SHILL???
>You’re probably just jelly mr misses 42 post breadshitter
WELL I HAD A LOT MORE QUESTIONS EARLIER THIS BREAD SO, THAT'S WHY!!!
I EVER STILL NEED TO MOVE, WHICH IS MY MESSAGE REALLY HERE, AND I TRY ANSWER IF ANYONE ASKS ME, AT BEST I CAN GIVE YOU A CLUE!!!
>You can, you just wont because you're afraid.
NO I AM NOT COMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO TALK TO ANYONE REALLY, I JUST SHOUT INTO THIS BOX AND SOMETIMES I CAN WRITE A GOOD POST IN BETWEEN, I HAVE A MEDICAL CONDITION THAT WORKS IN MY NERVES DUE TO DAMAGE IN MY SOMEWHERE IN MY BODY!!!
>I might say nigger sometimes, but that's just because I'd love to kill the sigma it causes only being directed toward one race.
VERY FUNNY!!!
>She has to be 18 or she can't work there… I think. I'll double check. Fuck.
YES DOUBLE CHECK!!!