I EVER NEED TO MOVE INTO ANOTHER HOME WHERE THERE IS SOME PEACE AND QUIET, WHY THIS IS THE MOST DIFFICULT THING FOR ME IN MY LIFE TO FIND IN THESE NEARLY 40 YEARS OF STRUGGLE CAN ONLY BE EXPLAINED BY THE PURPOSEFUL DESTRUCTION BY SOME HIDDEN HANDS!!! I NEED A DAMN HOME!!!

I DON'T THINK THERE EVEN THE SLIGHTEST CHANCE TO BRING THIS TO A GOOD END ANYMORE, THE FINAL PART OF YOUR MYSTERY SCHOOL HAS FAILED IN A MODERN WORLD, AND THE DESTRUCTION IS SO GRAND TO ME LOOKING AT MY LIFE AND WHAT'S EVEN LEFT OF MY WILL TO LIVE BECAUSE I CAN NOT IMAGINE A HAPPY FUTURE WITH ALL THIS IN MIND AND IT CAN NEVER BE FORGIVEN THAT I HAVE TO LIVE IN THIS NIGHTMARE FOR SO LONG WHILE I TRIED SO HARD TO FIND THE GOOD IN LIFE AND I AM SURE NOW THAT IT SIMPLY CANNOT BE FOUND!!!

HAVE ALREADY BEEN MISSED MANY YEARS AGO FOR ONE DOES NOT CLIMB A MOUNTAIN AND WAIT ON TOP FOR ALL THESE YEARS IN VAIN, S

I DON'T THINK THERE EVEN THE SLIGHTEST CHANCE TO BRING THIS TO A GOOD END ANYMORE, THE FINAL PART OF YOUR MYSTERY SCHOOL HAS FAILED IN A MODERN WORLD, AND THE DESTRUCTION IS SO GRAND TO ME LOOKING AT MY LIFE AND WHAT'S EVEN LEFT OF MY WILL TO LIVE BECAUSE I CAN NOT IMAGINE A HAPPY FUTURE WITH ALL THIS IN MIND AND IT CAN NEVER BE FORGIVEN THAT I HAVE TO LIVE IN THIS NIGHTMARE FOR SO LONG WHILE I TRIED SO HARD TO FIND THE GOOD IN LIFE AND I AM SURE NOW THAT IT SIMPLY CANNOT BE FOUND!!!