I JUST LIVED A HELL OF LIVE FOR 40 YEARS, I FOUND OUT IT WAS MY OWN FAMILY AND A BUNCH OF HIDDEN HANDS ORGANIZING A HIDDEN SCHOOL THROUGHOUT MY ENTIRE LIFE UP TO THIS VERY DAY AND THEY HAVE DELIBERATELY KEPT ME AWAY FROM LOVE SINCE I WAS A CHILD AND ALWAYS TOLD ME I AM WRONG WHILE I COULD NOT EVEN BE RIGHT YET, AND KNOW I KNOW THEY DONE THAT ON PURPOSE TO DRIVE ME INSANE AND CRAZY FOR AS LONG AS IT TAKES TO FIND LOVE WHICH THEY SAY IS THE ANSWER AND IT NEVER COULD BE FURTHER FROM MY LIFE WHICH IS VOID OF LOVE!!!