MY LIFE IS HORRIBLE EVERY FUCKING DAY AND NIGHT AND I AM IN GREAT PAIN BEGGING HERE FOR HELP FROM THE VERY PEOPLE THAT GOT ME INTO THIS WHICH IS MY OWN DAMN FAMILY AND MANY OTHERS WHOM ALL HIDE THEIR HANDS, PLAY DUMB RIGHT NOW AND IGNORE ME UNTIL I FULFILL THEIR PLANS FOR MY DESTINY BUT I DISAGREE AND ONLY WANT TO BE WITH MY GIRL!!!