Anon, stay strong! There is a force in place, no one can understand in full on this planet! I hope you and your family will be better, very soon!
My experience is like a roller coaster but it starts/ends always with the good! I have no idea how I could explain to you how I manage my microcosm… But I have help! Help from the not visible realm. Focus on the word of Christ, KNOW that nothing is random, absolutely nothing! Learning lessons, everything!
I see "do you trust the chain of command" in the spiritual way! I pray to God, silent! While I am trying to understand the messages I get from my personal guide! I would love to tell you how I am doing what I am doing, but I just do it with my thoughts and it works so far! And I am at the very beginning of learning to use those forces for good!
I lost my last two remaining family members during this mission, but they told me immediately, in some overwhelming ways, that they are on my side and that they can do things now, we all can only dream about during this experience, we are in!
Stay together, no matter what may come!
>And, in the meantime, rest calm and serene - you are safe and protected by the Infinite Power of the Father-Mother Mind. "Within the Father-Mother Mind, Mortal children are at home."