Christian, you're off your meds again it seems.
You're obsessing and compulsing again into the simulation and the sims are noticing that you're not well…again. Do whatever you do when you're not obsessing and compulsing. That part.
Formerly. I do it for free now. Get help, you're symptomatic again. You know your delusions better than anyone…when you're well. If you're believing them now, that's a clue. HC is straight and you know it.